Chuck is such a romantic! Chuck and Blair made me aww and adore their scene together. Kudos to Gossip Girl.
I cant wait for the next season!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
XOXO Gossip Girl
The finale was the best ever!
Chuck is such a romantic! Chuck and Blair made me aww and adore their scene together. Kudos to Gossip Girl.
I cant wait for the next season!
Chuck is such a romantic! Chuck and Blair made me aww and adore their scene together. Kudos to Gossip Girl.
I cant wait for the next season!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Is everything here make believe?
Dear God.
I need your help.
My life is falling apart.
PLEASE HELP ME.
"Send me an angel from the heavens above"
Guide me along the lines of happiness, strength, hope, wealth and most importantly,
Please give me my family back.
God,
Please dont let me go.
Amen.
I need your help.
My life is falling apart.
PLEASE HELP ME.
"Send me an angel from the heavens above"
Guide me along the lines of happiness, strength, hope, wealth and most importantly,
Please give me my family back.
God,
Please dont let me go.
Amen.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
"Kiss Me, Beneath The Milky Twilight"
Yet again Elena has gotten me into blogging. lol thanks babe. oh And i also needed this to vent..
Idk. I feel like i cant talk to anyone.. And i know people are there for me, but theyre either offline or i dont have their number.
I wish i could just get away from this troublesome life for a bit.
Today, school.
Hospitality was good. Im liking it because Im doing good. lol But not so good in english,. Im afraid about the half yearlys for english. Because i suck at essay writing. So ELENA!! TUTOR ME!! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASEE
LOL
Then Aiden called me to meet him at merrylands station and i did. He told me to turn left when i left the station and thats just what i did. i couldnt see him, he then got frustrated and told his friend to talk to me. Aiden said "How the hell do you not know merrylands? You live in fairfield" I yelled at him saying its not my fault i dont know merrylands. I havent ever been there before and i dont plan to. Anyway we then left merrylands and went to Parra. I went into Gloria Jeans and got drinks anddd checked my shifts.. We then headed for city beach and i told my boss that i didnt get paid. I feel so bad sometimes cause he looks so stressed already and im adding more to his pile. :(
So that was accomplished. Aaaaaaaaandd then we went back to Aidens house.. Hung out, Ate snitzel with some vegies... Andddd then left to parra again. Where we went to Coffee Emporium and got coffee and a custard donut. We shareed that. It was nice. And thats where our arguement started. We had an arguement a couple of nights ago. And i mentioned that what he said to me hurt me. And that i was upset. He told me i heard him wrong and that i should move on. I couldnt. Then he told me that a girl named Angelica (works at city beach as well) texted him a message..
SAYING.....
"I MISS YOUR HEAD"
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
Sounds a bit funny. BUT WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK.
Aiden doesnt believe me when i say she wants him.. But now he thinks im right. He was so blind to see it.. But i saw it all along. He thought she wasnt interested. Bullshit. THe way she only said hi to him when we saw her, I even tried to be nice and said hi but she totally ignored me. Yeah you might think im overly jealous or whatever but i would never say
"I miss your head" to someone elses boyfriend. Thats just wrong of me. And it upsets me so much because Aiden thinks im wrong and just thinking up stuff but im not! Now he believes me that she likes him.
Thats another reason why we fought.
what he said to me on the phone made me upset was
"You'll be all by yourself, with no-one to hug" - i said to him.
"no i wont, i'll have two girls that you said wants me, to hug" He said to me.
that hurt me so much. All he heard was the dial tone. And all i had were tears.
I DONT DESERVE THIS.
Fuck this is bullshit. And a friend told me Jealousy ruins a relationship, and that Aidens mine not hers, but i cant help to think that his totally right.
Someone tell me what to do. Should i be angry that Angelica said that or should i let it go to save my almost-a-year-relationship?
IM STRESSED.
KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEE .
Take me away to JAPANNNN BLAKEEEEE!!!
Idk. I feel like i cant talk to anyone.. And i know people are there for me, but theyre either offline or i dont have their number.
I wish i could just get away from this troublesome life for a bit.
Today, school.
Hospitality was good. Im liking it because Im doing good. lol But not so good in english,. Im afraid about the half yearlys for english. Because i suck at essay writing. So ELENA!! TUTOR ME!! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASEE
LOL
Then Aiden called me to meet him at merrylands station and i did. He told me to turn left when i left the station and thats just what i did. i couldnt see him, he then got frustrated and told his friend to talk to me. Aiden said "How the hell do you not know merrylands? You live in fairfield" I yelled at him saying its not my fault i dont know merrylands. I havent ever been there before and i dont plan to. Anyway we then left merrylands and went to Parra. I went into Gloria Jeans and got drinks anddd checked my shifts.. We then headed for city beach and i told my boss that i didnt get paid. I feel so bad sometimes cause he looks so stressed already and im adding more to his pile. :(
So that was accomplished. Aaaaaaaaandd then we went back to Aidens house.. Hung out, Ate snitzel with some vegies... Andddd then left to parra again. Where we went to Coffee Emporium and got coffee and a custard donut. We shareed that. It was nice. And thats where our arguement started. We had an arguement a couple of nights ago. And i mentioned that what he said to me hurt me. And that i was upset. He told me i heard him wrong and that i should move on. I couldnt. Then he told me that a girl named Angelica (works at city beach as well) texted him a message..
SAYING.....
"I MISS YOUR HEAD"
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.
Sounds a bit funny. BUT WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK.
Aiden doesnt believe me when i say she wants him.. But now he thinks im right. He was so blind to see it.. But i saw it all along. He thought she wasnt interested. Bullshit. THe way she only said hi to him when we saw her, I even tried to be nice and said hi but she totally ignored me. Yeah you might think im overly jealous or whatever but i would never say
"I miss your head" to someone elses boyfriend. Thats just wrong of me. And it upsets me so much because Aiden thinks im wrong and just thinking up stuff but im not! Now he believes me that she likes him.
Thats another reason why we fought.
what he said to me on the phone made me upset was
"You'll be all by yourself, with no-one to hug" - i said to him.
"no i wont, i'll have two girls that you said wants me, to hug" He said to me.
that hurt me so much. All he heard was the dial tone. And all i had were tears.
I DONT DESERVE THIS.
Fuck this is bullshit. And a friend told me Jealousy ruins a relationship, and that Aidens mine not hers, but i cant help to think that his totally right.
Someone tell me what to do. Should i be angry that Angelica said that or should i let it go to save my almost-a-year-relationship?
IM STRESSED.
KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEE .
Take me away to JAPANNNN BLAKEEEEE!!!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I'd Swim The Ocean For You
ALLO ALLO!
Today was pretty eventfull heheh,
Bu my morning was absolutely shit, as i told Elena, and said she couldnt wait to read it in my blog. LOL
Well my day began with, doing the daily morning routine.
Sleep in for a bit, get up & brush my teeth, then put on my face :)
Mum came in telling me off for having a messy room, and went through my things. Uhhh.
Then she yelled at me some more and said why do i have such a naughty child?
Then dad hear me getting angry with mum.. So he threatened to hit me if i dont stop with the backchat..
He said i stop or i'll have to walk to school. And id rather walk to school then drive in a car with himm. Uhh so i was late for school.
Mum had also washed my socks so i had to find new ones so thats another reason why i was late lol. Besides i didnt bother trying to make it in time cause i knew i was late already. But when i had got there, Mr Mckew had'nt even marked the roll yet. ahhaa. Soo that was a waste.. Goddamn i hate typical leb guys. They just think theyre so "HECTIC"... GRRRRREEE.
Sooooo Yeah my day went by pretty smoothly..
It was getting so hot!
Yeah so school ended and i went home, waiting for Aiden & his mum to pick me up to go to Stocklands then back to his house. LOL They've got such a good bond its so cute when i see them bonding.. lolllll.
So were back at Aiden's house and Aiden wanted to die his hair back to brown again cause he bleached his hair when i bleached mine too. LOL. ANd he didnt like it.. I thought he loooked sooooooooooo attractive with it.. :( But he got rid of it.
Anywayyyy yeah, so we went and had dinner at parra tonight, We ate Pho Pasteur.. And we eat from there really often so the waitor knew what we ordered..LOl so that was cool.
Aiden paid tonight cause he got paid and i had no moneyyy.. Which i feel bad about cause its his birthday tomorrow! lol
After dinner we decided to walk it off and find a cafe so we can get some coffee and sit in parra lake or some place idk what its called. But its next to the Riverside theartre.. sooo yeah.
We decided to get some ice cream instead!!
I got Ferero Rocher with Cookies & Cream!
Ahh Yeah i know!! Ferero Rocher! It was sooo nice i got my Cookies & Cream mixed with Flake Chocolates.. Sooo that was really addictive.
Aiden gotttt, Ferero and Lemon Sherbet.. Ahah It was so sour. We got that and went to sit at the lake. After that we just cuddled on the grass and idkk, just talked about things. ahah.
Then it was time to go home :( I have a fear of something huge or a shark would jump out of the water and grab me and drag me in the water.. LOL. Im also curious whats down there once i drain all the water out. HAahha. But i cant do that.
Woww. this is a long blog.. :) I better go now!!
Today was pretty eventfull heheh,
Bu my morning was absolutely shit, as i told Elena, and said she couldnt wait to read it in my blog. LOL
Well my day began with, doing the daily morning routine.
Sleep in for a bit, get up & brush my teeth, then put on my face :)
Mum came in telling me off for having a messy room, and went through my things. Uhhh.
Then she yelled at me some more and said why do i have such a naughty child?
Then dad hear me getting angry with mum.. So he threatened to hit me if i dont stop with the backchat..
He said i stop or i'll have to walk to school. And id rather walk to school then drive in a car with himm. Uhh so i was late for school.
Mum had also washed my socks so i had to find new ones so thats another reason why i was late lol. Besides i didnt bother trying to make it in time cause i knew i was late already. But when i had got there, Mr Mckew had'nt even marked the roll yet. ahhaa. Soo that was a waste.. Goddamn i hate typical leb guys. They just think theyre so "HECTIC"... GRRRRREEE.
Sooooo Yeah my day went by pretty smoothly..
It was getting so hot!
Yeah so school ended and i went home, waiting for Aiden & his mum to pick me up to go to Stocklands then back to his house. LOL They've got such a good bond its so cute when i see them bonding.. lolllll.
So were back at Aiden's house and Aiden wanted to die his hair back to brown again cause he bleached his hair when i bleached mine too. LOL. ANd he didnt like it.. I thought he loooked sooooooooooo attractive with it.. :( But he got rid of it.
Anywayyyy yeah, so we went and had dinner at parra tonight, We ate Pho Pasteur.. And we eat from there really often so the waitor knew what we ordered..LOl so that was cool.
Aiden paid tonight cause he got paid and i had no moneyyy.. Which i feel bad about cause its his birthday tomorrow! lol
After dinner we decided to walk it off and find a cafe so we can get some coffee and sit in parra lake or some place idk what its called. But its next to the Riverside theartre.. sooo yeah.
We decided to get some ice cream instead!!
I got Ferero Rocher with Cookies & Cream!
Ahh Yeah i know!! Ferero Rocher! It was sooo nice i got my Cookies & Cream mixed with Flake Chocolates.. Sooo that was really addictive.
Aiden gotttt, Ferero and Lemon Sherbet.. Ahah It was so sour. We got that and went to sit at the lake. After that we just cuddled on the grass and idkk, just talked about things. ahah.
Then it was time to go home :( I have a fear of something huge or a shark would jump out of the water and grab me and drag me in the water.. LOL. Im also curious whats down there once i drain all the water out. HAahha. But i cant do that.
Woww. this is a long blog.. :) I better go now!!
I wish you a....
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AIDEN!
i LOVE YOU
XXX
HELENY
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AIDEN!
i LOVE YOU
XXX
HELENY
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
If It Means A Lot To You
Hello there!
Im going to try and update as regularly as often as i can. :) So please forgive me if i miss out on a couple of days but i will try and summarise it as interesting as i can.
Today, WE HAD ID PHOTOS!
I put red in my hair, but im going to dye it back to black soon. cause i dont like it..
I have a maths test on friday and im freaking out!!
Cause i know for sure im going to fail hands down.
Uhhhh. And my friggen maths teacher sucks!!
She gets angry at you for asking for help.
WHAT A FRIGGEN MATH TEACHER!!
...Tafe, tafe tafe...
Granville. 1.30
Beauty Therapy..
THIS LESSON WAS GUUUUUUD. :)
It was a prac and we practiced how to cleanse the face properly.. And so we had to partner up and do it on them. lol. :P
Anywayyyy soo that was interesting. And that went for the whole 4 hours i was there.. Something smells really nice atm. ahah.
Foooooooooooood. ehhhee.
**drools&lickslips**
AIDENNNNS 20TH!! Ahhhhhhhhh!!
He wants me to make him a card!!!
but i dont know what to do with it!!!!
How to decorate it.. :S
yeahhh so this thing is pissing me off. It would go back to this normal font if i tried to write after **points below**
"If you can wait till i get home,
then i swear to you that we can make this last"
Ok this friggen sucks! Anywayy im going to go!
I'll write you again soon.
xxx
Lenny
P.s Doesnt he look extremely adorable? lol
So long & Goodnight
♥♥
Im going to try and update as regularly as often as i can. :) So please forgive me if i miss out on a couple of days but i will try and summarise it as interesting as i can.
Today, WE HAD ID PHOTOS!
I put red in my hair, but im going to dye it back to black soon. cause i dont like it..
I have a maths test on friday and im freaking out!!
Cause i know for sure im going to fail hands down.
Uhhhh. And my friggen maths teacher sucks!!
She gets angry at you for asking for help.
WHAT A FRIGGEN MATH TEACHER!!
...Tafe, tafe tafe...
Granville. 1.30
Beauty Therapy..
THIS LESSON WAS GUUUUUUD. :)
It was a prac and we practiced how to cleanse the face properly.. And so we had to partner up and do it on them. lol. :P
Anywayyyy soo that was interesting. And that went for the whole 4 hours i was there.. Something smells really nice atm. ahah.
Foooooooooooood. ehhhee.
**drools&lickslips**
AIDENNNNS 20TH!! Ahhhhhhhhh!!
He wants me to make him a card!!!
but i dont know what to do with it!!!!
How to decorate it.. :S
yeahhh so this thing is pissing me off. It would go back to this normal font if i tried to write after **points below**
"If you can wait till i get home,
then i swear to you that we can make this last"
Ok this friggen sucks! Anywayy im going to go!
I'll write you again soon.
xxx
Lenny
P.s Doesnt he look extremely adorable? lol
So long & Goodnight
♥♥
Friday, February 20, 2009
You've Got Me On The Outside Looking In...
"i said i'd never let you go, and i never did i said i'd never let you fall and i always meant it"
Hello hello.
I havent written this in a while... And lolll i havent vented on here in a while either. But relax. Im not venting in this blog. Yet. :)
Soooooo Year 11. Shiiiiiiit. LOL. Its ok. Actually its going great. I was really afraid of year 11 cause next year its year 12 and im afraid i might fail the HSC. So im so scared of that. Ummm. Ohh
ITS ALMOST AIDENS BIRTHDAY!! the biggg 20th. hehe.
I have no idea what do for him. He wanted an album so i just bought him that. He wanted to go Golfing, Bowling then dinner in the city. Ahaha. Sounds really nice but no way can i afford that. Im working 2 jobs and i still cant. Eeeep.
Whats the best birthday present!?????
HELPPPPP!
*sigh*Im hopeless at blogs. Im just rambling and talking to myself. Are you bored yet?
OH OH OHHH. You know what annoys the hell out of me?
Idk why but it just does.
Everyone is beginning to listen to "Hey Monday".
Yeah the publicity is good for them But uhhh just because Pete suddenly signs them onto his label everyones listening to them..Like everyone thinks, bands are heaps better before they go mainstream.
yeah so thats what annoys me..
Anyway, i should go cause ive got nothing to ramble on about lolll.
My parents annoy me.
Bye byeee
xxxx
So long & goodnight
Lenny ♥
Hello hello.
I havent written this in a while... And lolll i havent vented on here in a while either. But relax. Im not venting in this blog. Yet. :)
Soooooo Year 11. Shiiiiiiit. LOL. Its ok. Actually its going great. I was really afraid of year 11 cause next year its year 12 and im afraid i might fail the HSC. So im so scared of that. Ummm. Ohh
ITS ALMOST AIDENS BIRTHDAY!! the biggg 20th. hehe.
I have no idea what do for him. He wanted an album so i just bought him that. He wanted to go Golfing, Bowling then dinner in the city. Ahaha. Sounds really nice but no way can i afford that. Im working 2 jobs and i still cant. Eeeep.
Whats the best birthday present!?????
HELPPPPP!
*sigh*Im hopeless at blogs. Im just rambling and talking to myself. Are you bored yet?
OH OH OHHH. You know what annoys the hell out of me?
Idk why but it just does.
Everyone is beginning to listen to "Hey Monday".
Yeah the publicity is good for them But uhhh just because Pete suddenly signs them onto his label everyones listening to them..Like everyone thinks, bands are heaps better before they go mainstream.
yeah so thats what annoys me..
Anyway, i should go cause ive got nothing to ramble on about lolll.
My parents annoy me.
Bye byeee
xxxx
So long & goodnight
Lenny ♥
Monday, July 28, 2008
Your what ive been looking for...
Heyyyyyyyyyy There..
So school was another okay day.
In music we were practicing for our music performance due wednesday, and some chicks had High School Musical playing on tv cause they wanted to do a song from there. The task was to perform a song from a movie.
And "What ive been looking for" By sharpay and .. her brother.... was showing.. Ahhaha. And Kim and I sung with it. .AHhaha. And did all these funny actions...
Then i got up and tried to imitate sharpay. ROFLLLLLLLLLLLL.
yeahh.
AND THE WEATHER IS SO FUCKING COLLLLLDDD!
uhhhhhhhhhh i cant handle it anymore. I feel like my boobs are going to freeze and drop off. ahahhah..... Not literally.
So ive got a maths trigonometry exam tomorrow.and ive got to study for it.... GAYYYYYYYY..
OH OHHHHHH OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
GUESS WHAT!!!????
its my birthday......
on fridayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ohh yeahh. SIXTEEEENTH.!
But im not doing anythingg. so dont get your hopes up.. Be getting your hopes up for 18th dudeeeees!
I think my brothers getting me perfume cause he asked me what i wanted and he said if i wanted perfume i was like.. Yeahh, i dont mind just get me whatever....
*thumbs up*
Ahahha.
Anyway.. Im just burning gossip girl from kim, and watching themm.
Soo i'll talk to you guys laterrr!!
OVER AND OUUUT!!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Lenny.
So school was another okay day.
In music we were practicing for our music performance due wednesday, and some chicks had High School Musical playing on tv cause they wanted to do a song from there. The task was to perform a song from a movie.
And "What ive been looking for" By sharpay and .. her brother.... was showing.. Ahhaha. And Kim and I sung with it. .AHhaha. And did all these funny actions...
Then i got up and tried to imitate sharpay. ROFLLLLLLLLLLLL.
yeahh.
AND THE WEATHER IS SO FUCKING COLLLLLDDD!
uhhhhhhhhhh i cant handle it anymore. I feel like my boobs are going to freeze and drop off. ahahhah..... Not literally.
So ive got a maths trigonometry exam tomorrow.and ive got to study for it.... GAYYYYYYYY..
OH OHHHHHH OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
GUESS WHAT!!!????
its my birthday......
on fridayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ohh yeahh. SIXTEEEENTH.!
But im not doing anythingg. so dont get your hopes up.. Be getting your hopes up for 18th dudeeeees!
I think my brothers getting me perfume cause he asked me what i wanted and he said if i wanted perfume i was like.. Yeahh, i dont mind just get me whatever....
*thumbs up*
Ahahha.
Anyway.. Im just burning gossip girl from kim, and watching themm.
Soo i'll talk to you guys laterrr!!
OVER AND OUUUT!!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Lenny.
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