Your what ive been looking for...

Heyyyyyyyyyy There..

So school was another okay day.
In music we were practicing for our music performance due wednesday, and some chicks had High School Musical playing on tv cause they wanted to do a song from there. The task was to perform a song from a movie.
And "What ive been looking for" By sharpay and .. her brother.... was showing.. Ahhaha. And Kim and I sung with it. .AHhaha. And did all these funny actions...
Then i got up and tried to imitate sharpay. ROFLLLLLLLLLLLL.
yeahh.

AND THE WEATHER IS SO FUCKING COLLLLLDDD!
uhhhhhhhhhh i cant handle it anymore. I feel like my boobs are going to freeze and drop off. ahahhah..... Not literally.

So ive got a maths trigonometry exam tomorrow.and ive got to study for it.... GAYYYYYYYY..
OH OHHHHHH OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
GUESS WHAT!!!????












its my birthday......

















on fridayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohh yeahh. SIXTEEEENTH.!

But im not doing anythingg. so dont get your hopes up.. Be getting your hopes up for 18th dudeeeees!

I think my brothers getting me perfume cause he asked me what i wanted and he said if i wanted perfume i was like.. Yeahh, i dont mind just get me whatever....
*thumbs up*
Ahahha.
Anyway.. Im just burning gossip girl from kim, and watching themm.
Soo i'll talk to you guys laterrr!!


OVER AND OUUUT!!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Lenny.

This has got me crying from laughter...

that is freaking hilarious.
if you havent figured who that is yet,
its kiki kannibal.
Yeah shes pretty and everything.
Im not saying shes ugly. And yeah everyone has their own reasons to hate her.
Im not hating on her but i rekon the whole she brought back the stripes shit is ...just ...no Kiki
NO.
Whoever drew this pic.

KUDOS!!!

Fresh till' Death Baby.

Fear me dear, for i am Death...

Bring Me The Horizon - For Stevie Wonder's Eyes Only

It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The minutes are hours, the hours are days,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tounges,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,

I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take your hope, your dreams, your love,
Till there's nothing left

I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for I am Death,
And I'll take that shit you call a life,
And I'll see them fucking break

I'll take your hope,
I'll take your fucking dreams,
I'll take your love,
I'll take everything you fucking bitch,

I'll steal the diamonds from your eyes,
I'll turn your promises into lies,
I'll steal the diamonds from your eyes,
I'll turn your promises into lies,

It's 3:18, mouth tastes like the corpse of every pregnant teen,
The hours are days, the days are dead,
I feel infected by your presence, you speak in tounges,
I smell the lies dancing on your blackened lungs,

I hear the fear in your voice, but you shouldn't feel a thing,
Your life's already worse than any pain that I could bring,
That I could bring,
That I could bring,

I could make it December every day,
But you're so blind, it may as well be May,

And I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me dear, for this is Death
And I whispered in her ear:
Fear me, 'cause I am Death

One more time,

I whispered in her ear:
Fear me dear, for I am Death,
I'll take everything you ever loved

I whispered in her ear:
You better fear me, for I am Death.
For I am Death.
For I am Death

Bitch

I need A life. seriously.

Couch.
Garage.
Ipod.
Nintendo DS.

BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Goshhh. someone take me out pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I asked my parents
me:- "CAN WE GO SOMEWHERE!? ITS SOOOO BORING!"

mum: -"Aldi?"

me: - "MUMMM! NOOOOOOOOOOO WAYYY. Uhh you suck. Your boring."

Then i left.
GODAMMMIT.
LIFE TAKE ME SOMEWHERE PLEASEEEE!!!!

Anywayyyy im very very very boreddd.
But i can talk and text Aiden anytime i want thanks to Virgin! CAUSE ITS FREEEEEE!!!
lollll yeah were cheapos. Get over it.
So we talked on the phone till 4am.
Okay so we didnt talk, just sort of fell into and woke up from sleeps.
It was weird. I was sooooooooooooooo tired.
But anyway my blogs are boring yes.
send me hate mails about it.
I'll just laugh. :D

SOOOOOOOOOOO TALK TO YOU LATER!!

I LOVE AIDEN.
♥

THE BEARER OF BAD NEWS.

I MIGHT BE MOVING TO FUCKING QUEENSLAND.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.





SHIT NO.
NOO.
NAH-UH.
NOT HAPPENING.
FUCKING HELL NOO.
ID RATHER DIE THEN LIVE UP THERE.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.
NO.

BUT NOTHINGS DECIDED TILL I FINISH SCHOOL.
SOOOOOOOO LETS JUST HOPE I NEVER FINISH SCHOOOL THEN.

*CRIES*
I cant leave all the wonderful people ive grown to know here in sydney.
I JUST CANT DO IT.

"OVER MY DEAD BODY"


FULL FUCKING STOP

The Birds And The Bees

No need to worry, im calm... ;]]

Pretty happy.
Im deciding whether to claim my youth allowance now or get a job instead of the allowance.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Cause me and aiden both need jobs.. and we were thinking of working at the same place..

disasters your best friend, take it from me im still a mess says:
yeah and ill probly grab ur butt whilst ur talking to customers
LENNY. ♥ -We'll hold hands and let the world fall beneath our feet. says:
HAHHAHAHH. I can imagine that.. And then you run away and i'll be like "Sorry about that, as i was saying this is an exquisite product. BLAH BLAH BLAH" Then i'll get you later :P

So yeahhhhhh ahha that'll be an interesting job. lol
Its almost my 16th birthday soooooooooon!!
cant wait for that..
Not sure if im having a house party or what not....

ohh but im in the mood for posting some BMTH/OLI icons!!
sooooo enjoy!



MORE LATER!!!!

Its been a long time my friend...

ITS BEEN A MONTH AND ONE DAY!
Since ive blogged.
I forgot my password! and cbb resetting it. but write now im soooooooooooo in the mood to blog my butt off.

My lifes having its ups and down at the momment.
And right now its having its down momment.
I was chatting to Aiden on msn.
When my sister called and said that shes working on thursday day. So i couldnt use her as an excuse to go see aiden.
And i said that shes coming over friday and were going out friday night.
Soo theres a chance i might seee him friday.
He said thats terrible news cause he was so looking forward to seeing me on Thursday night.

FUCK. I always feel like im doing the wrong in this relationship.
HIS ALWAYS MAKING ME FEEL THAT.
Its hard you know.

So its going to be another day till i see him.
IF HE STILL WANTS TO FUCKING SEE ME.
IM SO FUCKING ANGRY!!
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG!?
I really miss him too.
And that i'll take every chance to see him.
Yeah thats our conversation.

(5:01 PM) LENNY. ♥:	Soooo my sister called, and she saiiiiid that shes working tomorrow. !!! But she said shes coming over on friday night.. and that were going out.
(5:01 PM) would you mind s:	do u mean
(5:01 PM) would you mind s:	im really
(5:01 PM) would you mind s:	worried
(5:01 PM) would you mind s:	now
(5:02 PM) LENNY. ♥:	I dunno if i can see you tomorrow! Cause my sisters working and i cant say i'll be at hers tomorrow for the whole day.. But i might be able to see you at night on friday night!!!
(5:02 PM) LENNY. ♥:	AT NIGHT TIMEEE!!
(5:02 PM) LENNY. ♥:	So is that good or bad news?
(5:04 PM) LENNY. ♥:	Buubb?
(5:05 PM) would you mind s:	would you mind stripping of your rabbit suit bad habbits to says: its terrible news would you mind stripping of your rabbit suit bad habbits to says: i feel would you mind stripping of your rabbit suit bad habbits to says: another day would you mind stripping of your rabbit suit bad habbits to says: fuck would you mind stripping of your rabbit suit bad habbits to says: am i seeing u on the weeekend?
(5:05 PM) LENNY. ♥:	!!! Umm my friends party is on saturday..
(5:05 PM) would you mind s:	ur going to a party?
(5:06 PM) LENNY. ♥:	yeah. But still dont know if i can cause it starts at 7.
(5:06 PM) would you mind s:	woah
(5:06 PM) would you mind s:	why didnft you tell me
(5:06 PM) LENNY. ♥:	I just got told today
(5:06 PM) would you mind s:	hmm k
(5:06 PM) would you mind s:	this is shit
(5:06 PM) LENNY. ♥:	Yeahhh.
(5:07 PM) LENNY. ♥:	Another day
(5:07 PM) would you mind s:	im going to go cry okay.
(5:07 PM) would you mind s:	ill be back later
(5:07 PM) LENNY. ♥:	NOOOO BUBB!!
(5:07 PM) would you mind s:	yes
(5:07 PM) LENNY. ♥:	:(
(5:07 PM) would you mind s:	bye ily
(5:07 PM)	would you mind stripping of your rabbit suit bad habbits to is now Offline
(5:07 PM) LENNY. ♥:	AIDEN!!!!!
(5:07 PM) LENNY. ♥:

And his still not talking to me on msn.
Tell me people!
What the hell did i do wrong?
I am so confused.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I AM ON THE FUCKING VERGE OF FUCKING BREAKING DOWN.
IN FACT I ALREADY FUCKING AM,.
WHY THE FUCK DOES HE DO THIS TOO ME,

I miss him.
he misses me.
And yet he goes offline and cries and doesnt talk to me or reply to any of my txts.
THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT WHEN YOUR FUCKING MISSING SOMEONE IS TOO TALK TO THEM!!
NOT FUCKING NOT TALK TO THEM CAUSE YOUR GOING TO MISS THEM THE DAY THEY CANT SEE YOU.


WHY IS THIS ALL HAPPENING.
I CANT DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW.
My fucking parents know about aiden.
And this is all so much.
His not freaking helping either.
Always getting angry at the little things i say wrong or didnt tell him about.
Im saying "Fuck" awefully alot.
Im just really upset and confused.
DOES HE HAVE A FREAKEN REASON TO BE FUCKING UPSET!?
He expects too much from me.
And if i dont meet his expectations..
THEN...............................................................................................





*cries*.
*dies*.