Sunday, June 8, 2008

Love Will Tear Us Apart.

Okkk. So this is what i wrote while i was appearing offline, and i was figuring out what to say to aiden.

We argued about aiden dying his hair. we fight over the littlest things.. But it might be a big problem for him. so i didnt say it was something little.
Its one of those little thing couples fight over.
It was a heated moment.


Okayy. So this is what ive got to say.

I just want to let you know.

First of all.

I LOVE YOU.

I love you with all my heart and soul.

I love you so much I cannot find something to say more then “I love you”

I can only show you.

Second of all.

I hate it when we argue.

Because it’s the least thing I want most in our relationship.

It kills me when I know your hurting.

If you need to talk to someone.

Talk to me. Even if were not as strong.

Im always there, I want to let you know I care even if I’ve got nothing to say.

Third of all.

You are my world.

I know we would die for each other.

So why are we letting things get to us so easily?

I have realised we have argued 3 times this week.

And its upsetting.

I hate it when its like this. It makes me feel down.

But its something we cant avoid. Because those are the consequences we face in relationships, all we can do is stick together and overcome them.

I know it sounds majorly lame. But that’s whats on my mind.

I LOVE YOU,

TILL AN IMMORTAL MAN DIES.



Sometimes i thank MSN for being invented and sometimes i wish someone killed MSN.
The convo where we calmed down. and in the progress of making up.

not here says:

ive read it more then like alot of times and i still dont know what i should say
not here says:
in a good way tho
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
hey sorry.
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
yeah. so it was just hard at moments.. But i know we can make it.
not here says:
im scared ur gna leave me
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
:o *hug*aww babe. I would never.
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
Im was afraid your going to leave me.
not here says:
i would never. honestly "without you is something that i could never do"
not here says:
i love you so much, youve become a part of me now, and im just so scared of loosing you
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
my biggest fear would be loosing you. "I wont give in, i cant give up on this love" Im going to hold on to you so tight, and never let you go cause i can possibly not live without you.
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
You are so special, and i feel like the luckiest girl on the earth, to know i have your heart. You've won me over from the moment we kissed. "You know i love you i really do"
not here says:
heleny im speechless i cant find anywords to reply to that.
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
You dont have to say anything, Just know that you mean the world to me (L)
not here says:
i no, and you no you mean the same back to me right?
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
yes
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
i know
not here says:
im sorry i cant think of anything good to say
LENNY. ♥ -Every Darkness I'll Shine Through. says:
no its okay.
not here says:
...............................
not here says:
i cant think
not here says:
seriously im just staring at the computer screen
not here says:
and nothings coming to mind to say to measure up to what u jst said to me

So his afraid of me leaving him.
Im so afraid of him leaving me.
i promised him i would never leave him
Seeing as promises mean alot to him.
Its a scary thought to have to say goodbye to him.
I can never possibly do that.
Its upsetting to even think about it.

Sometimes love can be an ugly thing..
You have to face the consequences that comes packed in a box with love.
You've never been in love, till youve been hurt.
Loves a bitch.


Goodbye & Goodnight.
xxxxx

Lenny


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