One Month ♥

Currently Listening to:
The Veronicas-This Love
"I wont give in, i can't up on this love"
-ON REPEAT...

Today is me and Aiden's one month. Im so glad that i met him. His an amazing guy, and the sweetest out of all.

School was gay like usual. And after school, i went to Elena's to cook our food tech SC shit.
Chicken Shnitzel with Lemon Chive sauce+potatoes+Beans. yummm yumm. :)
Soo yeah that was really nice. and we got a few pointer tips from Elena's mum which was all good.
Ahahhahah. I had the blondest moment ever.
We were getting ready to put the oil in the fry pan. And i poured the 1/4 cups of oil into the.....Wait for it..
THE FRYPAN'S FUCKING LID.AHAHHAHHA. I thought that was the frypan.. It looked so much like it though.. soo yeah we laughed for 5 mins and went back to cooking.

Aiden txted me and said he was in a crappy mood. He was annoyed, angry and pissed off considering as it involves me. And he asked if i really give a fuck?
LIKE WHAT THE HELL! OF COURSE I GIVE A FUCK! and i was so worried. It was all i could think of. i kept thinking to myself, what did i do wrong?
So i texted him back saying whats the matter and that i do care.
He said todays been terrible to the point he was on the verge of punching a cunt in the face and that his pissed off enough to say whats on his mind...
It was all about what i said on the train to the city on saturday night.
I said that i was glad i met him and that im glad im not dating a guy my age, cause theyre all jerks and they can only afford us dinner at maccas. And i said "The Best Things In Life Are Free"

That conversations been on his mind all day and im gueessing thats why his been in a shit mood. He says what if he didnt have money? And what happened to "the best things in life are free" .

Honestly i think he took it the wrong way. I never meant it to sound like i was using him for his money AKA Gold Digger. WHICH I NEVER EVER WOULD. Well thats what i was thinking by what he meant. He just says that the whole thing about guys my age can afford to only go to maccas was shallow.
And yes i agree it was a shallow comment. And im sorry. I should have thought about it before i said it. And yes. Im apologising on the internet.. Im just expressing myself while he off having fun at BMTH+IKTPQ.;[[

When i read his texts back to me. I was really upset my eyes started to tear up. Although i didnt burst out crying.
I was glad Elena was there to hug me though. And i really need a hug right now :(
But he said overcoming obstacles only makes us closer. And that is true.

On the car ride home when dad picked me up. I just wasnt in the mood for talking as i thought about what Aiden said. And my eyes started to tear up again. It was just.... I dunno. Upsetting to know that his upset about something i said.

But overall. It was an eventful One month. Good times and bad.
But like Lisa & Jess sings it
"I wont give in, i can't give up on this love."
*sigh*.. I just wanna breakdown right now.
And Angelica love, You'll be alright. Your strong. Your amazing. Id turn gay for you just to make Paz jealous, and show him what he COULD have had.
I love you babe.
Just dont give up on love yeah? There will always be that one guy that will prove to you that guys arent all the same. Make sense?

Anyways thats my thoughts for the day.
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Thanks for listening to me vent and get things off my chest and mind.
Goodbye&Goodnight.

♥

Lenny.